Showing posts with label crap. Show all posts
Showing posts with label crap. Show all posts

Monday, December 29, 2008

A-L

Answer
i am not looking for an answer, i just want to take Action. i am on the move.

Beauty
i love seeing beauty. who doesn't. but i think the most beautiful grows from inside-out. it is sacred.

Calm
i like you staying calm in my arms. i would think i have a babe. and i would say to you.. babe, i love you.

Doubt
i doubt am i sinful to look at Beauty.

Elegance
i have never learned the true Elegance. it is not for me to say because it shines.

Friends
a word that is so close and so far for me. as i have been needing friends. as i have so much yet to learn to be a good friend for my friends.

God
god, and good, are just an 'o' difference. for some, believing in god makes them feel good. for some, having such belief makes them good.

Hump
we slow the cars down when we are near to humps. i like wednesday as it is called the hump day. the toughest was over and the weekend is near.

Intimacy
it is really good to feel that. and you will not be alone in this strangers world. the spirits dance together. the beings hug together.
in.ti.ma.cy. into me (you) see.
and i look at you. we smile.

Juice
it is something childish. kids like fruit juices.
it is something youthful. it feels fresh.
it is something sexy. look at her lips, it is juicy.
it simply signifies life and energy.

Knock
i knock the door. because i feel the urge to learn more knowledge. that is why i need a key.
i knock your door. because i want to live in your heart. that is why i want to see you smile at me.
i knock knock knock.. because i want to remind you.

Love
it consumes itself; and it generates.
it was bound to the moment of its emergence.
it was freed to the moment it is understood.
it is exclusive and inclusive.
do you feel my love?

M-Z

Mute
it must be so odd if you can turn the environment 'mute' of sound when you are in a dancing club. you start reading the lips, comprehending the body gesture, hearing the sound of silence, and witnessing the flow of time.

Nature
is there any authentic nature nowadays? if there is, it should be somewhere deep in our heart.

Odour
i like fragrance. of natural or artificial, as long as it meets the taste. it is sensational. when a boy tell a girl that she smells nice, there is chemistry.

Paper
it is thin. it is the medium to carry my words. and my words carry my feels. but i hate 'paper-cut'. the wound is so thin that you don't really notice, and you feel the pain only until you are done with a task. something tiny does hurt.

Question
i am curious; therefore i ask question. there could be questions for everything. but there are things with no answer, just like sometimes we don't need an answer to fall in love.

Redo
there is actually no such thing, for humans. that is why it has been created as a command in the virtual world of computers. "yesterday is history; today is a gift; tomorrow is a mystery" comes loud as a reminder.

Soul
i am someone who shares the inner easily. but a perfectionist like me is highly selective to share my soul with.

Tense
i pour the whole heart when i love something. and before it is flooded, the air is so stiff so stiff; the clouds are so tense so tense. but i know tension could be lovely.

UV
how smart is it to put these 2 alphabets together. we love sunshine, but we dislike UV. i see her putting on SPF30+ face lotion.

Wounds
we are all vulnerable, because we are subject to wounds. thank you for putting a band-aid so softly on my wound.

X-ray
it is a huge medical contribution. transparency, balances up the efficiency of works. but sometimes beauty lies in the mist of vagueness.

Yawn
you do it; and i will follow you. ops, sorry, i don't mean you are boring, i just reflect the season of lazing around. boss, i am in holiday. mates, follow me, open up wide your arms, stretch your body, and yawn.

Zone
there is no law in gray zone, but uncertainties. i take the sword of bravery, attempting to cross the zone. sometimes, trespassing is granted.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

强吻

搬了新家后,这几天都因 overtime [working+packing+moving+unpacking] 。。。工作后还得来往新旧家,所以每每回到这新家时已经夜晚了。洗澡后,囫囵吃了晚餐不久,就要上床睡觉。因为住得远了,早上又得早起。如此下来,人变得精神不太好。是非常不好的。容易发生意外。因为,我虽然是男生,却也遇上了事故。所以,想说,女生更要照顾好自己。别让自己吃亏了。

今天放工后,有点虚脱+筋疲力尽而直接躺在沙发上。几乎不经一事的时候,突然被我的 housemate- Elmo 压在身上,紧抱着我。就这样被他强吻了。他的吻很热。很有力量。我极力拒绝。我想说,我不是 gay 的。当时却完全没有让我说话的空间。没想到,原以为他看起来书卷气质的样子,却。。。也没想到,一段时间没人吻过我。在这里不过数日,就被强吻了。Elmo,是我这新家主人的狗。不错,是一只感觉书卷味的狗。我想,或许我的嘴唇也有点性感吧。

以前的女友说过觉得我的嘴唇性感,让她觉得看来很好亲的样子。其实,我十撇中没有一撇是沾上性感的墨水。Wikipedia解释是说,那叫--爱屋及乌。讲到吻,让我想不到明确的东西,却感觉到唯美。可是,我天生对吻没有开窍技术可言。会搞到很尴尬。但那种尴尬,回想也是一种美。一些女生似乎‘喜欢’强吻的感觉,很突然的激情。我肯定会将突然的激情煮成突然的尴尬,然后空气中弥漫着停滞的气氛。所以,还是比较喜欢女生强吻我啦。不好意思,这方面,我做被动啦。情场上,常做了主动的傻瓜,所以想做被动的。哼。。嗯。。拜托了凯子,要天生帅/天生强/天生贵的才能有这种无聊的想象咯。。(摇头)我自己跟自己说话,精神分裂。。

不过,可能最近认识了一位开朗的女生朋友,所以正面了许多。而且她笑点低,容易笑。所以很好。羡慕-ing。她说她很长气地说极能量的好处而觉得她自己很长。其实她或许不知道,我觉得她很“正气”的。是正的气质。有些人有歪的气质。以前我曾经很容易悲观伤感,而自命清高地给了自己一个名--灰色王子,而且思想角度比较负面。其实,我不想太清高,因为我不想太短命。还有很多我想看到的东西。其实我本质应该是流着热情的血,对生活有一种爱。所以,还是感觉正面地过,日子会好过很多。

像今天,如果让我努力去想,发生了许多零零碎碎的霉事。但那要努力去想,而且不太想起是什么了。因为,脑海中装下了今天小小开心的事。虽然小,只要装了下去,就感觉满满了。所以,笑了。

^__^

Thursday, November 20, 2008

zo mo 我还在这里。。 ok ok。。我只是很想说。。
搬家收拾是很闷的。

嗯。。突发其想。。

最闷的工作: 搬家收拾
最无中生有的: 作家
最盲目的: 爱人
最不踏实的: 飞机师
最不诚实的: 政治家
最强(牵强也可以)最可以解释任何事情的答案: Global Warming**
最pekcek的: 找不到工作又没钱又得交房租 (w.wen)
最惡毒的: 隔壁家的安娣 (c.hung)
讲最多的:老师 (s.kuan)


最。。。

(有趣的话,请大家努力帮忙写一写你想到的。最好是让人意想不到的。
make a list of 'occupations' below. and i will collect your contribution and then compile into a list! see how far it could go. ^_^)
(谢谢参与 ^_^)

**注解:
eg: “找不到工作又没钱又得交房租” “很痛苦,都是 global warming 的错” 保佑保佑
eg: “global recession...” “because of global warming...” 保佑保佑
eg: “我又浪费时间了” “不要跟我讲,又是 global warming 的错” 保佑保佑
eg: “我的 ice cream 溶 liao..” “global warming lo..” 吃快一点就ok啦

zo mo

其实现在应该忙于收拾东西。。。但我觉得很闷很无聊。所以来这里溜荡一两下。

最近下了一些雨。夏天突然放飞机,早了报道,现在却要迟到。雨后。雨后,如果你放宽视野放大角度去看这个世界,亮丽地,清新地,通常会有彩虹。雨后,如果你将自己含蓄地蹲在一角,细腻地,缓慢地,你会看到这世上小小且毫不起眼的生物。像山洪像海啸的雨后,蚂蚁开始爬出洞,蚯蚓开始探出头来。

这几天偶尔有些东西灵感像蘑菇一样在发霉的脑海一片一片冒出来。但Mario 没有跳过来採。可能空中的浮砖太高了。所以没有在这里写一些心里脑里突然的一些遐想。有时候那些突然的时候其实很多时候会突然神来一笔的。是有墨水有颜料可以在这里写写画画的。毕竟我会一点山水画。这种时候最适合。如果心情有点激烈,再被人家或事物或天意加了点油醋的话,就适合来幅烈火雄心的油画。不过,没有很对的心情在很对的时间啦。所以或许就浪费了那些雨后蘑菇。没办法啦,没有宣纸怎么来幅山水画,我不能像星爷在唐伯虎點秋香那里那样画啊。

所以啊。。。所以我说,还是要心不甘情不愿地继续收拾。有点感叹。又要搬家了。我挺喜欢这一带住处的环境。很不错的。附近也有绿绿的草原公园,高高的树,怡人的景,怡人的人,怡人的建筑。有空放一两张照片让大家看看啦。我喜欢在天气好的时候,在那里慢跑步。然后躺在草地上。睁开眼,蓝空配白云,绝对的高调地在说情话。闭上眼,感觉暖暖的斜射阳光,轻轻地听听加嗅嗅加深呼吸。呼出的是负能量。将头往右转,画面是90度的,由上而下铺的绿地,横长的树干,情侣在相吻拥抱,有情不怕90度掉下去的。将头往左转,画面是-90度的,什么时候博物馆是横着建起的,一群群玩耍的小朋友在追逐在玩球,有青春也是不怕地心引力的。牛顿一定超无奈大家没将他的一番定律放在眼里,因为都在课本里。继续躺着躺着。。。

喔,大便,是了,我还要继续收拾。。。还是懒一下好leh。。。真不好意思让人家给我加油后我还在这边闲言碎语蹉跎岁月。
zomo要酱子。。。努力努力加油加油!!卍解


(卍解注解)

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Kickstart

Hmm.. 1, 2, 3.. Kick-start testing.

It has been a long hiatus since last post in blogger. I decided to have a brand new blog for myself. This blog will not be limited to English typing only, depends on what i feel like pouring out from my heart.

And i would not know if i could maintain this blog long-term wise. Hope it goes well.

Cheers, mates.